Bangaru Talli - Ma Amma

Muppai ella kritam maa amma anubhavinchina prasava vedana ela undi untundo...nannu kanadam lo entha kastapadindo...entha ibbandi petti untano...maa amma bangaaaru talli. Eppatiki tana challani deevenalu naatho undalani korukuntunna...tanaki eppatiki toduga undalani aasapaduthunna...maa bangaru talli amma ku ivey na vandanamulu...

Amma Gurthochindi

Amma antey Ammey. Okka padam loni anandaniki antu ledu...amma aney mata taluchukoganey oka nindutanam, oka santrupti, oka hayi...ma amma bangaru talli.

Okka kshanam lo odaru ichedi amma rupam...enno rojula badhanu mayam chesedi amma maata...Amma matalu animutyalu...terachi chusina nindu satyalu...

Amma Gurthochindi...Pannindu gantalu ayindi ratri...okka secondu amma gurthochindi...benga ga anipinchi ammatho matladalanipinchindi...okey oka secondu tana gontu vinalanipinchindi...okka pata padamma nidrapattaledu ani adiga...ma amma padithey hayiga nidrapoyevadni school lo...so alaga alavatu anamata...okka pata tho padukunta amma ani adiga...Maru kshanam lo khangaru paduthu...Bangaru tandri, kanna tandri...na banagaram emaindi ra nanna...antha baney unda...ontlo ela undi, sarigga tinnava nanna, enduku nidrapattaledu tandri...disti tagilindi nanna antu amma anesindi...pichidi eppudu khangarey...khangaru benga rendu ekkuvey ma amma ki...

kasta khangaru padaku amma...antha baney undi...neetho kasepu matladali anipinchi phone chesa ani annanu...hammaya gabara padda ra...antha baney undi kada kanna antu adigi telusukundi...

Khangaru gabaralaku ika selavu chepthu, enti nanna ila call chesav andi...ekkadunnaru ani adiga...Ramakrishna Mission lo unnam ra Dhyanam chesukuntunnam andi...Ayyo disturb chesa amma...sorry, urikey neetho kasepu matladalanipinchi chesa annanu...ayyo parvaledu ra...neekosam edaina chestha antu...bayatakochesindi...Ayyo amma parledu velli continue cheyyandi...naku ala istam ledu annanu...tanemo naku istam ledu na koduku tho matladakunda unko pani cheyyadam anesindi...haha iddaram kasepu navvukunnam

inthaki sangatenti kanna intha late ga chesav call andi...amma okka pata vinalani undi mari padthavemo ani adiga annanu...sare nanna padthanu ani oka padi adugulu vesi okka chettu kindaki ala naduchukuntu vachesindi pichidi...venakala amma peru pilusthu nanna kuda vachesarata...amma cheppindi navvuthu...iddaru navvukunnarata veedu em maraledu ani...iddarini baaga chusukunta ani anesa life long...haha nee pillalam ayipoyam ra eppudo anindi ma pichamma...nanna matladuthu orey ipudu nuvvu paduko...ma batti ratri call chesi nuvvu padu...apudu memu nee pillalam avtham annaru navvuthu...haha...amma tho matladuthu nidrapattaledu amma...nee pata vini chala rojulaindi annanu..."jō acyutānanda jō jō mukundā | rāve paramānanda rāma gōvindā |.....

namduninṭanu jēri nayamu mēramgā| camdravadanalu nīku sēva sēyamgā | amdamuga vārimḍla āḍucumḍamgā | mandalaku donga mā muddu ranga ||......" antu padindi....

Aha amma matallo patallo entha hayiga nidrapattesindi antey melukuva kuda raledu podunna varaku...amma padthuntey manchi tena senkham lo posinattu untundi...Ammo entha goppado ani cheppadaniki iii chinna kadha...ekkada unna ela unna eppudu ekkada em chesthunna okka phone call okka alochana okka sabdham tana pillala gnapakala tho kudina okka tega lagina ittey myalla koddi vegam tho alochinchesthundi...epudu vallu sukham ga undalani korukuntundi...

Ma amma bangaram...pichidi nenu adigano ledo ekkada ela endari mundara unna na kodukukantey edi ekkuva antu pata padi nidrapuchuthundi...nee runam eee janmaku teerchukolenu...

Ipudu pelli time vachesari andaru adugutuntaru ela undali ammay antey ela undali ani...Ammay antey ala undali Ammay antey ila undali antu undevadni...pichodni kada...ela explain cheyyalo ardham kaka ala cheppesevadni...Ammay antey ma amma laga undali...Garamga, premaga, Talliga, apyayamga, oka guruvuga, oka amma ga...Love you amma!

In all our sufferings, in all our miseries, if there is one to go and surrender all our sins and can take refuge upon...it is our Mother - Srikalyan Tangirala

Manasu giftla tho pade avedana...:(

Manasu padey avedana

Enduku ra roju ila kharchulu perigipothunnay…jebu ki bokkadipothondi…roju edo oka avasaram…roju edo oka reason…oka roju birthday, oka roju marriage day, oka roju valentines day, oka roju sisters day, oka roju brothers day, oka roju teachers day, oka roju graduation day, oka roju retirement day, oka roju baby shower unko roju marokati…roju ila chesthuntey chetilo emuntundi…naa **** vaddu lendi…kopam tho vachina avesam tho kudina badha :D Enni anna tapputhunda…veltham teesukuneey veltham…idi shara mamule :D

Once up on a time, appulu lekunda bindas jeevitam tho yaanjay chesthu life gadipevadini…ippudu Dinalalo…sorry ilanti days kosam karchupedthunna appu chesi mari…haha…Grahacharam…gacharam ani konni areas lo baaaaga antu untaru deenni :D

Vasthavaniki cheppalantey anandam dabbutho kone rojulu vachesay…manam vellama ani evaru grahincharu…manam techama leda ani vellipoyaka vethukkuni mari phone chesi chepthunaru…U DIDN’T BRING ANYTHING FOR MY EVENT…NO??? SO YOU WOULLLDDDNT GET ANYTHING FOR YOURSSS :D…I say Tuuuuuruluuuuu…Okayyyy…:D

According to Stats…ahey evadiki ekkuva antara…mee jebu mee bokka…nakentehey antara…Vokey but na page na istam…chadivi chavalsindey…so, according to issstatisticalll Venalysis…Toys r Not Us, Babies we not are, I don’t have an aim/tarheta target, Wastyyys, TEaars, We don’t bath n you don’t go beyond, Warrst Buy, Chillar gift cards and etc, are sucking the blood from us and wouldn’t work/should declare bankrupttttsy soon. So, understand, realize, brainwash yourself with the reality and stop these silly rules of taking gifts for people and keep it simple.

Okay think for a sec, if you don’t buy them, you can help them cut down on the number of shops around the mall, control the weekend traffic, dont need to sweat on what to gift your dear ones on their party (which ultimately bring happiness to only them and you don’t get nything out of it…Never) and finally can make the world a better place to live…

So, only gift your own family members and please remember I’m part of your family and you are not part of my family...kikikikikiki :D

Mugisina adhyayam - Malli modalavthunda?

Nirantaram nispruha tho nindina manasuku idi chitta chevara Pilupemo....bhayam tho kaduluthunna manasuku oka rupanni ichi idey akhari kshanam antey ela aa mata ni digamingukovalo ardham kavatledu...ila jaragalani rasi untey jaraganivvala...jaragakodadu ani mata ni, kshannani tiraga rayala??? it feels strange not having u around, feels strange not talking to u so much, feels strange not to have arguments over things tht we used to have earlier, feels strange tht i miss u everytime i think bout the best frnd i had in my life, feels strange tht my other side of life is sme where so far apart tht i cant have it anymore in me, just feels so strange just not being me, hmm enduku ila jarigindi...enduku duralu perigipoyay...gurthochinapudu oka sari badha padadam life ayipothey ela untundi...Adhyayam mugisipoyinda? Malli Modalavthunda?

Independence????

Oh My Dear God...Does India ever got Independence...if so from where? Which part of India has freedom...n then from whom?

Are we BLIND to accept the reality and still live in a presumption tht we r INDEPENDENT???

Oh got it...jus b'cuz we were given our OWN land to DIG our OWN Graves....in the Motherlannd...n so we r FREE enough to celebrate the I day???

I feel bad for my fellow Indians to NOT accept the Truth tht we r still not Independent frm foreign Invasions.

On early Hours of 15th August 1947...we "Indians" have been GIVEN or Declared Independent by the people who occupied our Motherland for sooo many years...Good enough...people were in a joyous mood celebrating the ocassion and singin merely in the streets to bid a farwell to the british rule n invitin the newly independent India...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ks9xp2Q0D7U&feature=related

Right from the DAY 1 of Independent India...neither the Leaders nor the government could decide as of how are they going to deal wid the people in the sub-continent. Constitution was developed...many adjectives were added to the way government tht will function in the country i.e. democratic....secular...socialistic blh blh blh.....Does our leaders definitely knw wht they r talkin bout....I doubt it!!! Do u realize the significance of it? No....Not sure...Yeah I agree with u on this....cuz how will the "People" in our country can visualize....as the leaders tht we elect promise something on the lines of the above adjectives but end up doin SMETHIN or NOTHING....are they bad....NOPE!!!! So are People in India Not Sure bout wht they r doin???? I have No Doubt bout it....we dont knw wht we r doin...we jus watchin a reality Show everyday....havin fun as they dnt seem to burn our a**....One day will come thn people will realize wht r the biggest mistakes tht we r commitin.....

Why shud we n How dare we can celebrate the I day...Can we forget those brthrs...sisters...mothers...people tht we lost in the religious clashes???? Do we still remember the Dec 6th day? Do we remember GODHRA....arent we sperating ourselves from our brothers wid this religious lines??? Remember the serial blasts recently??? r we safe in this independent India? What is going on wid these Rapes....Deaths...murders...blasts...Scams...Political Fights...Gangwars...r we livin in peace n harmony...

Do we have this "courage in the face of adversity"???

Do we have Peace at Home and at least our Heart???

Do we have GUIDES who showed Way yesterday???

Do we have prosperity for a Happy tommorow???

Yes we need to celebrate our Independence ... but before tht remember wht our forefathers...our great leaders hav done n strugggled for? Gandhi or Nehru or Lal-Bal-Pal or Bhagat singh or Subhash Chandra Bose or ny freedom fighter has awarded or got us freedom wid jus a FALSe Belief tht......we "People Of Free India" will celebrate the freedom n will b UNITED....But it seem to b missin every hour...every min...every sec...n in every thought...

Let us now at least try to make a change...firstly in ourselves...n then our family n then our society n finally in our country....

After all if we r do not have freedom at our heart....n our mind...how can we ever think bout freedom in our country...

On the last note...I would liek to say tht...this article may b jus a thought...I may be composing it for the heck of it....The purpose of this article will b satisfied if I and U can at least think bout this WORTHLESS freedom tht we r enjoyin as Indians n bring in a lil change in ourselves....

JAI HIND!!!

Who is my True Frnd???

Greatest Enemy??? Who??? Is ur enemy ur Boss or one of ur co-workers?? Rotten neighbors? Terrorists? Unfriendly drivers on the freeway?

Actually, none of them.

You are a greatest and possibly worst potential enemy for urself. No one can ruin your life like you can. No one can pull the plug on your career as effectively as you. No one can wreck your marriage or Life like you. When you criticize yourself or hate yourself, you become your own worst enemy.

Kinicki and Kreitner describe these situations as worst scenarios...In their wrds, if you have a most neglected friend then it is just You. But to have a wonderful life...it is good to understand tht even before u become a frnd to the world....it is important for everyone to realize tht "you" are a true frnd for urself. When you have a high opinion of yourself, you are less afraid. You have confidence. You can make progress. As a good friend to yourself, you stop doubting yourself. You like yourself. You expect you will succeed.When times get tough, you can rely on yourself. When the whole world seems to oppose you, you will have at least one supporter.

Even when the Worldy "society" seem to b tickin against YOU....u r still thr for urself...To become a true friend to yourself, b truthful to u. First set a goal to become your own best friend. With your goal in mind, you can then change a few attitudes. For example, if you beat yourself up for something you did wrong in the past, knock it off. You did what you thought was right at the time. Forgive yourself, decide to never do it again and move on.

If you criticize yourself, maybe someone made you believe these criticisms. Stop agreeing with this person. Atleast be honest to urself. For every critical thought you have about yourself, balance the scales with a positive thought. Why not compliment yourself from time to time? Be kind to yourself. Buy yourself a gift. Pat yourself on the back. If you don't like yourself, you may not have many friends. How can you expect people to like you if you don't like you? Yet as soon you are a true friend to yourself, you will find it easy to have many frndships and become a true friend to the world.

Honesty...Sincerity....Confidence n Being Truthful will tak u to heights...Love urself...cuz at the end of the day it does not cost u a bit!!!

Love myself,
KT!!!

DiE BeforE U R DeaD

Die before u r dead....Woo...what does this mean? this phrase sound soo Wacky isnt it?

Well...Let me explain...I like this Tag...if u really try to dwelve into the "real" meanin of it...u will like it...First things first...The Nature is going to Win for sure...we all r goin to Die one day or another...but to die before u r dead is somethin to do wid ur innerself...

Leavin ur egoistic ideas...attaining solitude in ur HEART are those tht will help us to kill our innerself...Love or Life...whtever it may be...it is good to Die before u r dead...I remember some lines from a song which I heard recently... The meanin was relatively "same"...

You're seeing my life, through rose tinted memories
But now I've been through grief and I feel I'm catching up with your pain
I can hear you now, calling out in desperate vain
Then my mind's thoughts, remember you crushed my blessed heart

Do we need this...Isnt it BEST to Die before u r completly Nullified....or rather DEAD!!!!