Wednesday, April 18, 2012

Amma Gurthochindi

Amma antey Ammey. Okka padam loni anandaniki antu ledu...amma aney mata taluchukoganey oka nindutanam, oka santrupti, oka hayi...ma amma bangaru talli.

Okka kshanam lo odaru ichedi amma rupam...enno rojula badhanu mayam chesedi amma maata...Amma matalu animutyalu...terachi chusina nindu satyalu...

Amma Gurthochindi...Pannindu gantalu ayindi ratri...okka secondu amma gurthochindi...benga ga anipinchi ammatho matladalanipinchindi...okey oka secondu tana gontu vinalanipinchindi...okka pata padamma nidrapattaledu ani adiga...ma amma padithey hayiga nidrapoyevadni school lo...so alaga alavatu anamata...okka pata tho padukunta amma ani adiga...Maru kshanam lo khangaru paduthu...Bangaru tandri, kanna tandri...na banagaram emaindi ra nanna...antha baney unda...ontlo ela undi, sarigga tinnava nanna, enduku nidrapattaledu tandri...disti tagilindi nanna antu amma anesindi...pichidi eppudu khangarey...khangaru benga rendu ekkuvey ma amma ki...

kasta khangaru padaku amma...antha baney undi...neetho kasepu matladali anipinchi phone chesa ani annanu...hammaya gabara padda ra...antha baney undi kada kanna antu adigi telusukundi...

Khangaru gabaralaku ika selavu chepthu, enti nanna ila call chesav andi...ekkadunnaru ani adiga...Ramakrishna Mission lo unnam ra Dhyanam chesukuntunnam andi...Ayyo disturb chesa amma...sorry, urikey neetho kasepu matladalanipinchi chesa annanu...ayyo parvaledu ra...neekosam edaina chestha antu...bayatakochesindi...Ayyo amma parledu velli continue cheyyandi...naku ala istam ledu annanu...tanemo naku istam ledu na koduku tho matladakunda unko pani cheyyadam anesindi...haha iddaram kasepu navvukunnam

inthaki sangatenti kanna intha late ga chesav call andi...amma okka pata vinalani undi mari padthavemo ani adiga annanu...sare nanna padthanu ani oka padi adugulu vesi okka chettu kindaki ala naduchukuntu vachesindi pichidi...venakala amma peru pilusthu nanna kuda vachesarata...amma cheppindi navvuthu...iddaru navvukunnarata veedu em maraledu ani...iddarini baaga chusukunta ani anesa life long...haha nee pillalam ayipoyam ra eppudo anindi ma pichamma...nanna matladuthu orey ipudu nuvvu paduko...ma batti ratri call chesi nuvvu padu...apudu memu nee pillalam avtham annaru navvuthu...haha...amma tho matladuthu nidrapattaledu amma...nee pata vini chala rojulaindi annanu..."jō acyutānanda jō jō mukundā | rāve paramānanda rāma gōvindā |.....
namduninṭanu jēri nayamu mēramgā| camdravadanalu nīku sēva sēyamgā | amdamuga vārimḍla āḍucumḍamgā | mandalaku donga mā muddu ranga ||......" antu padindi....

Aha amma matallo patallo entha hayiga nidrapattesindi antey melukuva kuda raledu podunna varaku...amma padthuntey manchi tena senkham lo posinattu untundi...Ammo entha goppado ani cheppadaniki iii chinna kadha...ekkada unna ela unna eppudu ekkada em chesthunna okka phone call okka alochana okka sabdham tana pillala gnapakala tho kudina okka tega lagina ittey myalla koddi vegam tho alochinchesthundi...epudu vallu sukham ga undalani korukuntundi...

Ma amma bangaram...pichidi nenu adigano ledo ekkada ela endari mundara unna na kodukukantey edi ekkuva antu pata padi nidrapuchuthundi...nee runam eee janmaku teerchukolenu...

Ipudu pelli time vachesari andaru adugutuntaru ela undali ammay antey ela undali ani...Ammay antey ala undali Ammay antey ila undali antu undevadni...pichodni kada...ela explain cheyyalo ardham kaka ala cheppesevadni...Ammay antey ma amma laga undali...Garamga, premaga, Talliga, apyayamga, oka guruvuga, oka amma ga...Love you amma!

In all our sufferings, in all our miseries, if there is one to go and surrender all our sins and can take refuge upon...it is our Mother - Srikalyan Tangirala

3 comments:

Divya Dixit said...

Wonderful piece!! It is evident that these words came straight from your heart. I am glad that I had a chance to meet and mingle with 'Amma' :) Btw, I too love 'Amma' :)

malladisridurga said...

so sweet :)


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